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Never wanted me
You were never mine
You just passed time with me
Until you got bored
Then you made excuse
Then you left
Broke my heart
Made me cry
Day and night
You were selfish
You were heartless
You didn’t care
Why your back today?
Why come back?
Why so mercy?
Why be pity?
For leaving me that day?
You didn’t care what i went through for years
You dont care today
You moved on
You have wife now
You say you love me
How is that love?
Where is that love?
The love that lives in incomplete?
The love that always hurts
Today your not mine either
Your are someone elses
You will leave me again
You will hurt me again
My heart will be broke again
You will make me cry again
You never understood me
Never understood my love
I know, my heart know the love i loved you
The want i wanted you
Why you’re back today
Why show love that was never there?
Love is complicated
Too little love can ruin a relationship
Too much love can ruin a relationship
Theres always needs to be balance
In how much love you should show to that significiant other
OR
How little love you should hide from that significiant other
If loving too much can push away the loved one
Have a control over your heart
Dont show, that too much love. Give what can be taken, because not everyone can handle too much love
What am i looking for
Wht do i need
I feel like such a failure
I thought i was strong
I thought i was brave
I thought i can do this
I cant
I feel scared
I am traumatized
How will i do this
How far can i go alone
Its just so hard
Everything is just so hard
I feel alone
I am alone
I am so lonley
So lonley
So lonely
Like the moon all alone in the sky
I am so broken
So very broken
I dont how to heal
I lost everything
My self respect
Self value
I became so sensitive
So vunerable to hurt
To pain
That i am became sooo easy for people
Come to life
Use me
Ghosts me out
Just leaves me
I feel so valueless
Like i dont belong here anymore
Then where is my place
What is my identity
What is the path for me
Which door should i enter
I am still searching
Searching for all my answers
Still walking in the dark
Walking till i find the light at the end of the tunnel
😔😢😭🥺😔
Will i never find it …………
As i stood by my window, i see the buildings across from me
The windows, some open some closed
Some had lights on and some were dark
There were tv turned on in some windows
In one window i saw a person sitting by her open window and looking up at the sky
In one window, kids were playing board games on a table by the window
In one window i heard music
Then i wondered, hey thats life
So many paths in our life
So many doors in our life
So many windows in our life
We are so busy focusing and trying to open all the closed doors and window
We dont see the once thats open
We refuse to turn and walk to the path thats available for us
With so many events taking place this year, we are ao focused on feeling frustrated
Angry
Upset
Depressed
Stuck
And all these negative feelings
We dont stop and think for a second the good in all the bad
Theres always good in every bad 🙂
Remembering the day you first touched me
I can still feel your every touch on my body
Kissing my neck and feeling my lips with your lips
Caressing my hair and finally pressing your lips on mine, using yours to part mines as you passionately kiss me
Feeling my body with you hand
I can still feel your hand
Your skin pressed against mine as we lay in bed
I wanted to touch your skin so badly, and finally you let me.
Running my finger from ur face to your lips and down you neck and to your chest
You held my hand, not letting go any further
And take control of my body as we both get lost in lust
Time heals all pain…
but not all pain heals with time …
some leaves the marks forever…
Happiness doesnt always mean you are healthy
Sometimes you need to feel sad and cry to feel good
Meeting you
seeing you
Im in love with you
You got me hooked
You got me addicted
Being with you
Talking to you
I am hooked
I am addicted to you
I need your touch
I need your kiss
Your like a drug so strong
Once missed, i feel crazy
Your romance
Your lust
I crave day and night
Because i am addicted to you
Cant have you out of my sight
Cant miss you even for a night
Your erotic romance is what my body craves
Your addiction
Got me strong
You absence
Gets me drown
Baby i need you
Because i am addicted to you